任何一个你不 喜欢又离不开的地方, 任何一种你不喜欢又摆脱不了的生活,就是监狱。如果你感到痛苦和不自由,希望你心里永远有一团不会熄灭的火焰,不要麻木,不要被同化!
There is not a day goes by I do not feel regret. Not because I am in here, or because you think I should. I look back on the way I was then. Then a young, stupid kid who committed that terrible crime. I want to talk to him. I want to try and talk some sense to him, tell him the way things are. But I can not. That kid is long gone and this old man is all that is left. I got to live with that. Rehabilitated? It is just a bull... word. So you go on and stamp your form, sorry, and stop wasting my time. Because to tell you the truth, I do not give a shit.
我无时不刻地对自己的所作所为深感内疚,这不是因为我在这里(指监狱),也不是讨好你们(指假释官)。回首曾经走过的弯路,我多么想对那个犯下重罪的愚蠢的年轻人说些什么,告诉他我现在的感受,告诉他还可以有其他的方式解决问题。可是,我做不到了。那个年轻人早已淹没在岁月的长河里,只留下一个老人孤独地面对过去。重新做人?骗人罢了!小子,别再浪费我的时间了,盖你的章吧,我不会再废话了。